Beautiful me!
Grrrrr….
When I get mad it takes a lot to calm me down. Things may die over but inside there will be a war raging until I’m able to find some peace. Why? I hold grudges! I don’t forget anything. Now I’m no angel but the wrong I have done can’t compare to the wrong done to me. It cuts so deep that it leaves wounds for life! I battle with this constantly…… Don’t even know how to sum this one up
Nothing!
So, I have a 4 month son. my husband and I take care of his needs. Sometimes my husband more, reason being I am dealing with anxiety issues. I do care for him during the day and we split the nights….. Now Saturday night I had to work and when I came home I was dead tired. So my husband gave him a bath got him ready for bed then gave him to me for the night. …. The baby woke up around 7, fed him went back to sleep he got up again fed him changed him played around then back to sleep. Then I washed dishes made breakfast got baby dressed and e headed to church. It was my cousins bday so we had a little party after church then I wanted to see the grammy’s. My husband wasn’t feeling it and wanted to go home. Took him home and kept the baby all day. We didn’t get back til after midnite so baby was sleep and I was beyond tired. Luckily the baby slept for a while so when he did get up naturally I told my husband to feed him. He’s like “no come on the bottle is right there” I’m like “I had him all day I’m tired.take him” then he said “you don’t do nothing. Come on!” So I’m like “really? Take this boy now!” So he fed him and the baby stayed up for a little bit. Then he woke me up around 7 am and told me to take him bc he needed to sleep before work. So I reminded him “no. Bc I do nothing.” So he got all mad and marched downstairs. But I do nothing? Really? Mother fucker! You know I do lots around here. Don’t belittle me then get pissy bc I tell you exactly what you said! I know its at the heat of the moment and things were probably said out of tiredness and anger….. Let’s just hope it blows over before I blow down!
